Kid Named Josh

I’m ten years old strapped to a fucking table! Yeah I’m ten, I have some friends but, I don’t think I’m like them. In fact, I’m sure my friends and I are nothing alike! Nothing alike at all!                 My mom and dad were never together, they both were too selfish and hateful to love anyone other than themselves. They just loved things. My brothers and I didn’t make the love list. I would still sometimes have to go spend time with my evil, selfish-ass mother. I swear that bitch gets on my fuckin nerves, all the fuckin time. I remember always being hungry when I was at her house. I was the youngest of four, and since I lived with our dad, instead of with them, they used to treat me like shit. As if life was better living with dad, or like I had shit to do with who the fuck I lived with at six years old. Fuckin retards! What they dumb ass didn’t know was, mom didn’t want any of us, the court split us up two and two. James, my oldest brother, and I was ordered by the court to stay with our dad, but my dad saw how fucked-up James was without his mom, he just let him stay with her, and I was too young to even give a shit or know what was really going on, so he kept me. We all live in the same city, but I only see this bitch of a woman twice a year. Well, not two times, more like two parts of the year, a few weeks in the summer, and Thanksgiving. My mom lived in a shitty-ass neighborhood, and already had a live in, on again off again, piece of shit boyfriend with her. Worthless piece of shit is what he really is. I have on some boxer draws, a hospital gown wrapped around me, with straps across my chest, a strap on both my wrist, across my thighs, and both ankles. It’s a white painted room but the walls are so nasty, and dirty it looks like the walls have seen so much abuse, and horror that it’s been crying brown tears. It smells like throw -up shit and piss!, My heart is beating so fast I’m so scared right now how in the fuck can grown-ups do shit like this to a child!!!!??...... “AYE!!! HELP ME!!! I CAN’T BREATHE!!!!!! PLEASE!!!!” Three men dressed in all white come rushing in the door, and it does not look like they're coming to help!. “OH NO!!!! MY GOD!!